Thursday, August 6, 2020

Velcro the Ninja Kat presents: Kip - Now Available on DVD

Now available on DVD, Velcro the Ninja Kat presents: Kip!

Also featured are three bonus short films:
• The Red Scarf (remastered!)
• Dream Girl
• Sianostra

Pick up your copy today!

Wednesday, January 8, 2020

My Top 15 Movies of the Decade (2010-2019)

It's the end of the decade, so it's time to take a look back at the past 10 years in film and highlight my favorites that stood out from that time. Now normally, I might take a little more time to let the most recent year settle in a bit more. But I figured, it honestly doesn't matter when I decide to do this list, I'm going to change my mind on it at some point anyhow (which will be highlighted through various stats along the way), so I may as well do it now!

I've spent quite a bit of time compiling this list, and at one point, it actually existed as a Top 50 list. However, I realized that after a certain point, it felt less like I was listing off my personal favorite films of the decade, and more like I was just naming a bunch of movies that had happened to release throughout the decade. And so I went with a Top 15, because that's honestly around where the actual ranking order still felt solid, before it began to feel a bit interchangeable after that. But I did still have a number of movies that I felt were worth highlighting all the same, even if they didn't quite get ranked and made it into the final list, and so here are my picks for the movies that I'd like to give an honorable mention to from the past 10 years:

Honorable Mentions:
A Ghost Story (David Lowery - 2017)
Avengers: Endgame (Anthony Russo, Joe Russo - 2019)
Carol (Todd Haynes - 2015)
Cloud Atlas (Tom Tykwer, The Wachowskis - 2012)
Creed II (Steven Caple Jr. - 2018)
Maggie (Henry Hobson - 2015)
Predestination (Michael Spierig, Peter Spierig - 2014)
The Raid: Redemption (Gareth Evans - 2012)
The Raid 2 (Gareth Evans - 2014)
Tangled (Nathan Greno, Byron Howard - 2010)
Wonder Woman (Patty Jenkins - 2017)
Zootopia (Byron Howard, Rich Moore - 2016)

And I could honestly keep going, as there's plenty of movies that it almost breaks my heart to have to leave off, movies such as Tron: Legacy (Joseph Kosinski - 2010), The Avengers (Joss Whedon - 2012), It Follows (David Robert Mitchell - 2015), Captain America: Civil War (Anthony Russo, Joe Russo - 2016), Manchester by the Sea (Kenneth Lonergan - 2016), and Detroit (Kathryn Bigelow – 2017). But I had to cut it off somewhere, so that's what we're left with. All fantastic movies that are easily among the best that I've seen in the past decade, which all told, has been an absolutely tremendous decade in film (even if I haven't been the biggest fan of the last couple years specifically). And so with that, let's move on to the main list, starting things off with...


Blue is the Warmest Color
(Abdellatif Kechiche - 2013)
Previous Rankings: 2013 Honorable Mention
Theater Viewings: 1

While an all around excellent movie overall, the thing that's stuck with me the most about it, which has in turn left me finding myself thinking about this movie quite a bit over the years, is just how much of a feat of pacing that it is. At three hours in length, this is an epically lengthed foreign language romance film that somehow doesn't feel a minute longer than two hours, and I seriously don't know how they even accomplished this. Like, I'd love to just break this movie down to a science to try and figure out how they managed to pull it off, but this movie is seriously one of the best examples of pacing I've ever seen, which has helped this one stand out as being among the most impressive films I've seen this decade.


Guardians of the Galaxy
(James Gunn - 2014)
Previous Rankings: 2014 #2; Half Decade #10
Theater Viewings: 3

Great character work and ingenious use of music propel this to the top of the heap for the Marvel Cinematic Universe. I love how the Guardians films feel more secluded from everything else happening in the expanded MCU, granting them a freedom to explore their worlds and characters without having to worry too heavily about tying back in with everything else happening in the grander scheme. And this film's use of soundtrack is done in such a way that makes it feel as if we, the viewer, are truly tagging along with this strange band of heroes, as everything that we hear is also being heard by the characters on the screen, making for a more immersive viewing experience unlike anything else in this 20+ movie series.


(James Mangold - 2017)
Previous Rankings: 2017 #1
Theater Viewings: 2

Perhaps the best proper film in the superhero genre since The Dark Knight, this is one of those rare movies that elevates an entire genre to something that's worth taking a little more seriously. Hugh Jackman and Patrick Stewart not only give the best performances of their lives in this film, they quite frankly give two of the best performances seen this whole decade. This is an absolute gut punch of a film, and a fitting send off to both an iconic character, as well as the X-Men franchise as a whole.


Batman v Superman: Dawn of Justice
(Zack Snyder - 2016)
Previous Rankings: 2016 #6
Theater Viewings: 2

On the polar opposite end of the comic book movie spectrum, this movie is just a beautiful disaster. It's ambitious to a fault, but I can't help but dig the hell out of this movie all the same. Snyder's signature style is all over this thing, including awesome action sequences and an infectious use of music, and it's refreshing to see that at least someone was trying to incorporate theme music in a modern day superhero film. It also introduced Wonder Woman into the fold in a big way, whose scenes are definitely a highlight of the film, and who would go on to become one of the most bad ass characters in the modern era of comic book movies.


(Christopher Nolan - 2010)
Previous Rankings: 2010 #1; Half Decade #6
Theater Viewings: 2

And now we get to our first non-comic book movie of the list, and a true game changer of a film at that. Its booming score is iconic, and would go on to influence countless other films and the way they're marketed. But I just love in particular how in addition to being a phenomenal piece of music, it's in fact also just as much an active a participant in the story as the characters on the screen themselves. And the movie is loaded with imaginative ideas and action and imagery throughout, all presented in Nolan's token grounded style that almost makes this fantastic world seem like it could really exist. This is a modern day classic, and one that definitely ingrains itself in your mind.


(Pete Travis - 2012)
Previous Rankings: 2012 #1; Half Decade #3
Theater Viewings: 4

This was one of the biggest surprises of the decade for me. I expected just some dumb fun action flick, and what I got instead was one of the most clever and kick ass action films I've ever seen. It quickly became one of my highest recommendations, and dragging various friends out to see it in the theater so they could experience this movie's awesomeness for themselves helped make this the first time I actually saw a movie in the theater more than three times. Sadly, it may have ultimately bombed in the theater, but I more than did my part to try and help it out!


Inside Out
(Pete Docter - 2015)
Previous Rankings: 2015 #1
Theater Viewings: 3

I simply adore this movie's existence. This is one of the most brilliant films I've ever seen, and it's in fact the first time I ever referred to a movie as being a miracle of a film. The vibrant ways in which this movie breaks down the inner workings of the mind and the various emotions we feel are nothing short of genious, and make for one of the most emotionally satisfying movies this decade.


Mad Max: Fury Road
(George Miller - 2015)
Previous Rankings: 2015 #3
Theater Viewings: 1

An absolute masterpiece of a film. It's a simple enough premise, but accomplished in a big and bombastic way that sets it apart from everyone else. It's one of the few examples of actual good progressiveness in modern films done right, both from a social standpoint, as well as from a filmmaking and artistic one. It's sort of insane to even think about how much of this movie was filmed using practical effects as opposed to green screens and CGI. And like other entries on this list, I simply love how this movie's score, in addition to being one of the most glorious film scores of the decade, is one that truly immerses us into this post-apocalyptic world, as it's blasted out at times by the characters on screen themselves, performing it amidst all the crazy action, meaning it's literally the soundtrack to said action even within the confines of this movie's world itself. This film is truly a work of art.


(Nicolas Winding Refn - 2011)
Previous Rankings: 2011 #2; Half Decade #4
Theater Viewings: 2

Speaking of soundtracks, I love how listening to pop music on the radio acted as inspiration for director Nicolas Winding Refn on how to tackle this movie, and you can see that inspiration in the finished product itself. This is one of the coolest damn movies I've ever seen, backed by one of the chillest damn soundtracks, and brought to life by some seriously great performances, including Ryan Gosling in perhaps his most stoic and bad ass outing to date. This is a movie that'll mesmerize you early on, only to turn around and shock you at various points along the way. A movie that's both super stylized yet super gritty, this is one that instantly made Refn one of my favorite modern directors.


Sucker Punch
(Zack Snyder - 2011)
Previous Rankings: 2011 #1; Half Decade #5
Theater Viewings: 1

Every time I rank both Drive and Sucker Punch, I flip flop back and forth on which should be ranked above the other, and here you can see I've done it yet again. Truly, if ever there was a year where I should've made my #1 pick of the year a tie, it should've been 2011 between Drive and Sucker Punch at the top of the heap.

But I simply love this movie, and feel it's perhaps one of the most underrated and most misunderstood movies of the whole decade. An absolute celebration of escapism, of getting lost in one's imagination and just letting it run wild, it's no wonder why this movie clicked with me so well. I was a big fan already of Zack Snyder prior to this film, but I'd personally say that this is easily his best yet, and it's one that makes me wish he would do more original work, as opposed to just working on big franchise properties all the time, so we could see what other wondrous ideas he's got for us.


La La Land
(Damien Chazelle - 2016)
Previous Rankings: 2016 #1
Theater Viewings: 5

What a wonderful movie. As can probably be assessed by a lot of my entries in this list by now, I'm a big proponent for music in film, and the ways in which it's used. And this movie hits all of the beats, featuring musical numbers that are both pre-recorded or at times even performed live on set, memorable uses of classic songs, and full on orchestral moments that allow for the music and visuals to tell its story, almost like watching a live action Fantasia. The plot and characters are charming and relatable, and the visuals and use of lighting feel inspired. This movie is like a dream, and one that I just couldn't get enough of.


(Christopher Nolan - 2014)
Previous Rankings: 2014 #1; Half Decade #2
Theater Viewings: 4

This is just such a massive movie. And it's one that in turn will leave you mind feeling as vast as the universe itself by the end at that, a phenomenon that I've never experienced with any other film before. In addition, add this to my list of the best paced movies that I've ever seen, as like Blue is the Warmest Color above, this is a three hour long epic that, yet again, doesn't feel a single second longer than two hours, even after four different viewings in the theater. This is Christopher Nolan at perhaps his most ambitious yet, with overwhelming visuals, an intense score, and grandiose ideas, as he takes his characters on a journey through space that goes big and hits hard.


The Neon Demon
(Nicolas Winding Refn - 2016)
Previous Rankings: 2016 #2
Theater Viewings: 2

One of the most stunningly gorgeous yet dementedly dark films of the decade, watching this movie feels like Refn letting us in on some of his deepest, darkest secrets, which is part of what makes this movie resonate so much with me. On the one hand, you can argue that the movie is little more than surface level deep. On the other though, there's something personal on the screen that I can't help but latch on to. It's a hard movie to recommend, as it's truly one of the most messed up films of the decade, and it's definitely not going to be for everyone. But for me at least, it totally clicked with me, and I loved it.

Also, this movie acted as my introductory point to Sia during its ending credits, so it scores bonus points for that, too!


Frozen II
(Chris Buck, Jennifer Lee - 2019)
Previous Rankings: 2019 #1
Theater Viewings: 8

So this was one heck of a last minute wrench that got thrown into things. So much so, I actually debated putting off sharing this list, to allow for more time for this movie to really sit and see how confident I was with its placement. But alas, as I mentioned in my introductory passage above, I figured screw it, we're just gonna move forward with it anyways. After all, as you can see by the theater viewing count, I've already seen this one eight times so far. When I saw La La Land for the fifth time, I definitely felt like I had seen it enough, and I honestly found it improbable that I would ever see another movie so many times in the theater again. Eight viewings of Frozen II later though, I've obviously shattered that previous record, and I could still easily go for more. Movies that are this good are seriously a rare, rare breed.

It's actually a bit disconcerting to see that virtually nobody outside of the core Frozen fanbase has anything much to say about this film though. You won't find people discussing this on social media or film forums like they did with the first, and most people appear to be seemingly dismissing it. Which is a shame, because this is a movie that I feel has so much worth discussing about.

Like, the poetic writing in this film is seriously master class stuff, made all the more impressive by the fact that it never draws attention to what it's doing, but is more focused on telling its story and taking its characters on these emotional journeys. But the poetry remains there all the same for anyone looking to dig deeper.

And that's what else I love about this movie, is that it doesn't hold the viewers hand or dumb itself down for the lowest common denominator, like almost 99% of all other movies seem to do nowadays. I've seen so many movies that treat me like I'm an idiot, that's it's almost become expected by this point. But in a refreshing change of pace, especially coming from a big franchise film such as this, this film instead has a genuine respect for its audience, a trust it places in them to be able to fit all the pieces together, without having to put the movie on hold to spell it all out for those in the audience who were too busy playing on their phones to pay attention throughout.

And that's not even touching on the emotional core of this movie. Like, I can't recall any other movie where by the end of it, I seriously just wanted to give the movie itself a warm hug. Hell, my review of the film felt more similar to my review of a Babymetal show, where I spend most of my time discussing how much of an emotional ride it took me on, and how much it made me smile throughout, and how much of a puddle of tears it left me in.

And these are tears of pure joy, I feel I need to stress. I've seen so many movies that can make me cry tears of sadness that it almost doesn't even feel like a feat to be moved in that way anymore. Those are emotions that are in fact relatively easy to manipulate, and some movies aren't even subtle with the manipulative tactics that they use. But tears of joy? Of pure, overwhelming happiness? Yeah, those don't come easy. Those are the levels of emotion that one has to truly earn, and oh man does this movie ever. I've seriously never been so thoroughly wrecked by a single movie in my life.

The fact that on a technical level, it's a solid improvement over the original is just icing on the cake. And even after so many viewings, it never even begins to drag, and I'd lob this up along with Blue is the Warmest Color and Interstellar for champions of pacing as well. It may not be a three hour long epic like those films, but at an hour and forty-five minutes, this movie honestly goes by so quick, you'll think only a single hour has passed, even after so many viewings. And as a pure musical experience, this might be the single greatest outing I've seen in the theater this whole decade.

Seriously, this movie is simply a miracle. Heck, I honestly find it to be a rare example of a "perfect" movie, as I personally don't have a single word of criticism that I can say about it. Yet even so, it still gets outranked by one last film.


(Chris Buck, Jennifer Lee - 2013)
Previous Rankings: 2013 #2; Half Decade #1
Theater Viewings: 2

I mean, is this even surprising by this point? Anyone who's been following me for even a little bit of time by now should've easily seen this coming. Obviously Frozen tops the list. It's not just my favorite movie of the whole decade, it's my favorite movie of all time, period. In fact, when that realization hit me that Frozen was my all time favorite, it was actually quite satisfying, as I don't believe I've ever had one single definitive answer to that age old question before, "What's your favorite movie?" I always had a number of movies that I'd say might be one of my favorites, such as Independence Day, or The Dark Knight, or Revenge of the Sith, but no one specific answer that I could reply with confidence. Until Frozen.

That's not to say that I think it's the "best" movie I've ever seen, as it's certainly got a number of technical flaws to it, which I've discussed quite a bit over the years. Yet even so, its flaws don't ever break the movie, and I've actually come to find a certain fitting charm to its imperfections. Because what this movie has going for it is its characters. And the depths that this movie goes to, and the magical ways in which it explores these character depths, is unlike anything I've seen.

I mentioned that Frozen II is the better movie technically, but the reason I can't rank it higher than the original is because, quite frankly, deep as that movie goes, it doesn't go nearly as deep as this one does. And that's not a knock against that movie either. Quite frankly, it can't go to those places again. And if this one hadn't gone to those places, that movie couldn't even exist as it does. But it is the reason why this one ranks higher for me, and why it affected me so deeply.

Elsa is seriously one of the best written characters I've ever seen in a film. And she's also the single most personally relatable character I've ever seen in fiction. She may be able to use magic, but in terms of her personality and her emotional demons and how they're portrayed, she genuinely feels like the most realistic character I've seen depicted in film. And you can really tell that the screenwriters truly understand what she's going through internally, her anxieties, her fears, her generally introverted nature, and the different ways this plays into how she acts around others depending on the setting or who she's around. She's not "movie shy" or "movie anxious". Her emotions are portrayed in an incredibly realistic way. Just with, you know, a little bit of magic sprinkled in, which is often used in creative ways to even further explore her psychology.

You hear a lot about people saying that they want to see themselves being represented in movies. Well that's what it was like watching this movie for me, was seeing myself being represented in the realest, truest form, as if the filmmakers themselves had spent some time following me around in my life and my various interactions and turned it into a fantasy.

I spoke about Elsa, but honestly, Anna is the opposite end of the spectrum from a personality standpoint, and while I may not personally see myself in her on the level that I can Elsa, I can still very much relate with her and what all she's going through. Like, I recently saw an interview where Kristen Bell mentioned how she put a lot of herself into the character, because she had a desire to see someone like herself represented on the big screen. And that mentality totally comes through in the end, which is why I feel these characters connect so deeply with so many. And I think that's a big part of why this movie took off and became such a big hit, wasn't just that the music was as fantastic as it was. But the character work was so relatable to so many, because it was executed in such a personal manner. And this movie's messages were so universal, that it was truly a movie for anyone.

Now, there was eventually quite a bit of a backlash against the film, which has since garnered a reputation for being "overrated". Personally, I'd actually argue that the film is in fact quite underrated, and perhaps also quite misunderstood, which is a conclusion I've been able to come to in my many interactions discussing the film both online and in person with those who didn't like it. And I've also realized that in fact very few people actually got to experience this movie in its rawest form, outside of those who saw it opening weekend like myself. For instance, almost everyone goes into the movie now already knowing that Elsa's not the villain. But if you went into it having only seen the theatrical trailers on opening weekend, Elsa's arc totally plays out like a classic villain's descent. And that she doesn't ultimately become the big bad is in fact one of the biggest twists in a movie that's filled with them.

And speaking more on those twists, I'm also still a bit baffled that to this day, nobody can bring up Frozen without feeling it necessary to assert that they're a bigger fan of either Tangled or Moana. The irony there being that, while Tangled and Moana are both Disney Princess musicals, Frozen actually probably has more in common with a film such as The Cabin in the Woods than it does with either Tangled or Moana, as it exists as a complete deconstruction of the Disney Princess genre. I believe this likely also plays into why it's so especially popular with adults (there were far more adults in the audience than there were kids at pretty much all of my screenings for Frozen II, for instance), who are bound to get a lot more out of it than younger audiences, having grown up on earlier Disney films and their various tropes which proceed to get turned on their head in this go around.

But yeah, this movie just speaks to me, like nothing else before. It's a wickedly deep and clever experience, with some of the best character work I've ever seen, and featuring some of the most outstanding musical numbers that've ever been graced on the silver screen. The Let It Go sequence is perhaps still the greatest and purest scene in any movie this decade, and its existence helped shape the rest of the movie and transform it into the beautiful monster that it is. It may not be perfect, but that's okay, because there's beauty in its flaws, and its the pure love in which it was all put together with that seeps through those cracks.

So there it is then, a whole decade of film wrapped up! I've been thinking about how this list would turn out since the beginning (and in fact, my very first post on this blog covered my list for the best movies of the previous decade at that), so it's cool to finally sit back and see how it all turned out, what movies stood that test of time, and which ones that I was super high on early on didn't quite make the cut in the end. And like I said, on the whole, it's been a tremendous decade for films, and I just hope that we see another upswing in the general quality of the films being released soon, so that the new decade may be even nearly as good as this one was.

Thursday, December 26, 2019

My Top 5 Movies of 2019

So without further ado, now presenting my personal picks for this year's best in movies, or what I'd like to call, the films that to me felt like a true breath of fresh air in the modern landscape of film.


Doctor Sleep
(Mike Flanagan)

A total Frankenstein's Monster of a movie, this is a film that in the hands of a lesser director would've been a complete trainwreck, but it's a testament to just how good Mike Flanagan is that he manages to make this film work all the same, and only further serves to prove just why he's become one of my go-to directors. It's a sequel to the 1980 Stanley Kubrick film The Shining, and totally feels it. Except for when it doesn't, and instead feels like a YA supernatural film, only an exceptionally good one thanks to some creatively stylized choices in the way it handles its more cerebral aspects, and with odd horror elements that are executed in such a way that feel like they shouldn't work, seeing our villains oftentimes on the receiving end of the horror at play, and yet it remains as compelling as ever throughout anyways.

Excellent performances throughout from the likes of Ewan McGregor, Rebecca Ferguson, and Jacob Tremblay help elevate the material, as does certainly the best use of music I've heard in a Flanagan film yet in the form of its beating heartbeat of a score. And a scene at the bar of the Overlook Hotel may be among the simpler scenes in the entire film, yet in its execution, it also manages to be one of the most gripping pieces of cinema this whole year.


(Todd Phillips)

Perhaps the most unfairly hated on movie of the year by some circles of the internet, this movie truly exceeded all expectations I had of it, and is probably the best movie one could hope for based around the origin story of the Joker. And while he may never come close to matching Heath Ledger's take on the character, Joaquin Phoenix is an absolute force in this film, and gives a performance that's layered and, at times, truly terrifying.

I really just dug how despite being a big franchise comic book film based on an incredibly popular character, this movie is the furthest thing one could think from the typical modern blockbuster, taking an old school lower budget approach that really helps ground the film and gives it a much more refreshing feel, and backed by a script that's honestly a hell of a lot more clever than I think a lot of people are giving it credit for. This is a true standout film in the genre, for sure.


Once Upon a Time in Hollywood
(Quentin Tarantino)

At least one review that I've seen referred to this movie as feeling like a warm blanket in the modern landscape of film, and I don't think I could come up with a more apt description of this movie myself. I just loved spending time in this era that Tarantino brought back to life, and really taking our time to breathe in the scenery and this world.

And we follow yet another gathering of some exceptionally compelling characters, with Leonardo DiCaprio giving an emotionally vulnerable performance that honestly may be his best work in a film yet, and Brad Pitt proving to be the MVP of 2019 after giving us stellar performances both here and in Ad Astra. This is a movie filled with great characters and great moments, in a Hollywood retelling of a tragic moment in time that once again changes history in satisfying ways, not unlike how he did with Inglourious Basterds, and which may well be his best work since that movie at that.


Avengers: Endgame
(Anthony Russo, Joe Russo)

Unlike all the other movies on this list, I wouldn't necessarily call this one a breath of fresh air or anything, as it is still just another big and bombastic modern day action blockbuster superhero flick, if an especially good one. But even so, it was still a completely satisfying and emotionally thrilling experience all the same. Basically a three hour long celebration of this 20+ movie series that's been spanning over 10 years by this point, and I can't think of a better way to wrap up such an epic achievement.

The Russo brothers have surely outdone themselves here, once again managing to balance so much story and so many characters, and all so seamlessly, and all while still managing to get out some of the best performances out of their cast. Following Civil War, this is now the second time the Russos have gotten a career best performance out of Robert Downey Jr., and Chris Hemsworth similarly gives a career best performance of his own, bringing a stunning range of emotion and depth to a performance that could've easily been written off as just comic relief in lesser hands.

This is a movie full of moments. And this movie earns its moments, and sends off this massive series of movies on the highest note possible.


Frozen II
(Chris Buck, Jennifer Lee)

This movie was everything. Everything.

So there you have it, may Top 5 Movies of 2019. But we're not through just yet, as next, seeing as we've made it to the end of the decade, I'll be counting down my picks for the Top Movies of the Decade. So keep an eye out for that coming soon!

Sunday, December 22, 2019

Looking back at the last 10 years...

Most years at the end of the year, I take a look back at the past year and sorta reminisce on my achievments from that year. But seeing as this year comes at the end of the decade, I thought I'd instead like to take a look back and see what all I've accomplished in that time, and sorta see how far along I've come since the start of it. So, without further ado...

2012 - Release of my first short film, and my first novel

I spent the earlier years of the decade still doing a lot of writing, including novel length works and various script ideas, and gradually working towards something that I could actually put out and release to the public. And the years of work finally paid off come 2012, as it saw the release of my first short film, The Red Scarf, as well as my first novel, Velcro: The Ninja Kat.

Click image for link to book.

2013 - Release of my first comic book

Shortly after the release of Velcro: The Ninja Kat, I was approached by one Trevor Tee about the possibility of collaborating on a comic book adaptation of it, and we officially released the first issue in the following year, which ran for almost two years before life got in the way of production.

Sadly, the site we used to upload the comic online has since shut down, so I'll still have to get around to re-uploading it all at some point.

2014 - Release of Velcro: The Green Lion

While the comic book adaptation may have gradually lingered away, my work on the novel series hadn't wavered, as the following year saw the release of the first Ninja Kat sequel, Velcro: The Green Lion.

Click image for link to book.

One of the biggest lessons I've learned as a writer was that you learn more by finishing projects. And after seeing my first novel all the way through to completion, I learned so much more through that experience than I ever did through attending any writing workshops or reading any "how to" writing guides, and I feel that definitely showed in the finished product this time around, which I was a lot more pleased by.

2015 - Release of Dream Girl and Breathe, and on stage acting debut

After focusing so much on the novel side of things for so long, I decided to shift focus back to filmmaking again in 2015, finally getting around to filming a couple of scripts that I had been playing with for a little while by that point.

This year also saw me making my on stage debut as an actor in the play Splintered Judgement.

Prior to this point, I had acted in all of my movies, yet I still hadn't yet actually considered myself to be an actor. After working on this play though, I suppose I technically couldn't make that claim anymore.

2016 - Theatrical debut, and release of Velcro: The Masquerade

Both of my shorts I had filmed the previous year made their theatrical debut the following year at Tallahassee Premiere Nights.

So that was a pretty cool experience, finally being able to show some of my work to an audience on the big screen, and get some live reactions to them.

And the third entry of The Ninja Kat series also released in 2016, and I still maintain that it's the best thing I've ever written to date. At least, it's the piece that I'm the most personally satisfied with how it turned out. Hopefully I'll be able to best it one day, though!

Click image for link to book.

2017 - Release of Velcro: Polluted War

I wasted no time this time around hopping right onto the next entry, and the following year saw the release of the fourth book in the Ninja Kat series, Velcro: Polluted War.

Click image for link to book.

It's been two years since this entry released, and this one ends with a real harsh cliff hanger, so you all have been real patient with me. But I assure you, the fifth entry is indeed coming along!

2018 - Release of Sianostra and Kip

I had once again been working on a number of screenplays in the meantime, and once again felt that itch to bring some of those scripts to life.

Sianostra saw the first time I filmed a script based on someone else's idea, so that was a neat little challenge. And then Kip is my first go at an on screen adaptation, as it's the first film to adapt some of the story elements from my Ninja Kat novels into live action. Kip may in fact be my favorite of my movies to date (it's between it or The Red Scarf at least), and it's certainly the one I think turned out to be the coolest of the bunch so far.

2019 - Other film productions I worked on

While I didn't manage to put out any new personal projects of my own this year, there are a number of other projects I helped collaborate on that came out, including the web series Not So Innocent.

Not So Innocent, directed by Andre Forbes
My role: Actor, Editor

I also spent some time working on a number of projects in New York at the latter end of 2018 and the first quarter of 2019. And while some of those projects are still undergoing post-production, others have since been released, and a number of them have been accepted into film competition, and even won at that.

Swiped., directed by Dan Couri
My role: Assistant Director

The Will, directed by Duan Duan
My role: Production Assistant, Boom Operator

Crazy for the Blonde, directed by Mark Clauburg
My role: 2nd Assistant Director, Actor

The Way Out, directed by Lindsay Katt
My role: Production Assistant

Disavow, directed by Alex Hughes
My role: Camera Production Assistant

And those are the projects that have actually seen their debut this year, and there's still more that are ready to make their debut in the coming year as well, so that's pretty exciting.

Other than that though, as to my personal projects, like I said, I'm still working on the fifth Ninja Kat book, and I promised that I was going to have a DVD out this year, but it's looking like this is going to be maybe the first time I won't be able to make my promised deadline. It's been a bit of a rough year honestly, and a lot of my plans have gotten pretty derailed, and I've just been dealing with a lot of personal issues lately, which has in turn seen a lot of my productivity suffer as a result. I'm hoping to be able to address some of these issues sooner rather than later though, and hopefully get things back on track.

In the meantime though, while this last year might not have been my most productive, looking back on the past 10 years, I think I have a lot to be proud of. I've released five short films, four novels, and a comic book, traveled around doing book signings and runnings tables at conventions promoting my work, saw my movies screened in theaters, and collaborated with other artists on films that have been screened and won at various film festivals.

And we're still just getting started.

So hopefully by this time come the next decade, there'll be a lot more for me to look back on and be proud of yet!

Tuesday, December 3, 2019

Frozen II

God, I can't remember the last time I went into a movie this stupidly excited for it, and it actually met my ridiculous expectations for it. Granted, after being burned so many times by getting my hopes up for a highly anticipated movie, and subsequently being left disappointed by it, I've actually learned to not get so hyped for certain upcoming movies. But with this one I couldn't even help myself, especially as we got closer and closer to its release. After all, my love for the first movie has been well documented here over the years. And yeah, my nerves were definitely high, because this movie had all the potential in the world to go so wrong. But thankfully, this movie couldn't have gone more right. This film was truly an event, for me at least, and the fact that it turned out as genuinely fantastic as it did is nothing short of a miracle.

As I write this review, I've actually now seen the movie five times so far (currently tied with La La Land for the most times I've ever seen a movie in the theater), and it's only gotten better with each new viewing, as I notice more and more little details. And it's such a well paced movie that feels like such a breeze, that even after so many viewings it still never even begins to drag at any point. But I have so much to say about this movie that my thoughts on it almost feel like they're all over the place, and I've found myself kind of struggling to even get it all down as a result, because I don't even really know where to begin, hence this review coming along so late.

So, perhaps let's start with the storytelling then, which sorta fits in with that line of thought. Because it's almost surprising how this is a movie targeted primarily at younger audiences, because the movie utilizes quite a bit of vague and poetic ways of telling its story, which is quite fitting, given its themes of fairy tales and nursery rhymes, and finding the hidden meaning behind such myths, even treating the first movie as such at times. It's not that it's hard to follow along or anything, but it definitely leaves a lot of gaps as it concerns the catalyst behind the film's central conflicts and such, which it trusts its audience to be able to fill in for themselves. It's nothing too distracting, though it does give one something to ponder over, and it actually did take me until about my third viewing before I was able to really piece everything together, which was pretty rewarding, and again, really surprising coming from a Disney animated flick. I really appreciated how this movie respects its audience's intelligence though, and how it didn't find it necessary to hold our hand the whole way through (though there is still plenty of exposition to explain some things along the way).

This is the sort of storytelling you'd maybe more expect out of an arthouse indie flick or something. And, well, in many ways this movie very much felt precisely like that, like I was watching something more arthouse than conventional blockbuster fare. This is seen not only in some of the vaguer aspects of its storytelling, but also visually and musically, like how quite a bit of Elsa's journey is played out using a lot of visual storytelling, taking full advantage of the medium. And unlike the first movie, which felt like it sorta abandoned the musical genre in its last act, this movie totally embraces being a musical through and through. The songs are all so tightly and cohesively interwoven together, this movie almost feels like one long piece of music being played out over the course of its runtime. Elements from one song will appear in another, whether those elements be lyrical or instrumental, and even elements from songs in the first movie sprinkle themselves in, really even tying the two films together quite neatly, which I'll dive more into in a moment.

But just as the storytelling feels fairly unconventional for a Disney animated flick, so too does its use of music. The first Frozen had a number of songs that felt more Broadway in style, and that's definitely the case here as well, even more so. I'll also say that there's definitely more consistency here stylistically from song to song as compared to the first movie, which sometimes had songs that did feel almost out of place. And even when there isn't a musical number actively taking place, they continue to use music as a means of moving the story forward, such as in the form of the siren's call throughout. So I just loved that about this movie, how it's totally a full blown musical all throughout, and embraces music as a means of telling their story, as opposed to just putting the movie on pause for a quick musical number, as can often be the case in these sorts of movies.

As to the songs themselves, I'm not sure I'm ready just yet to say there's anything in this film that quite matches the likes of "Let It Go" or "For the First Time in Forever", but man do they get close. Elsa gets two solo songs this time out, and they are both absolutely killer. I love the progression in these songs, and how Idina uses her voice, such as how she's only belting out in "Into the Unknown" whenever she's actively calling back out to the siren, or how she gradually continues to ramp up her emotion as she dives deeper and deeper into "Show Yourself". And Anna gets a solo all her own this time with "The Next Right Thing", and I'll tell you what, Kristen Bell absolutely sells this song, giving us one hell of a performance, and taking us on an emotional journey right along with her. Seriously, just for the sheer range and amount of emotion they're able to convey with their voices, I'd say both Idina Menzel and Kristen Bell should be in some serious awards consideration for their off the charts outings in this film.

Kristoff may have gotten a bit of a shaft in terms of having a song until now, but they finally give poor Jonathan Groff a full blown musical number in this film with "Lost in the Woods", and it's an absolute riot. It's just so over the top cheesy, and perfectly fits this character. And in terms of the movie's humor, I gotta hand it to Josh Gad, he totally outdoes himself this time around. I thought Olaf was pretty damn funny in the first movie, but holy crap is he hilarious this go around, and a lot of that really does come down to Gad's spot on delivery. And it's sort of crazy how deep they get with this character this time out, too. There's far more to him than just mere comic relief, they've developed the character to where he's undergoing maturity and starting to question the world around him, and it's actually pretty fascinating. Like, who woulda thought that Olaf the snowman would wind up having more depth to his character than 99% of any other character I've seen in about 99% of any other movie this year? But again, Josh Gad totally brings this character to life and makes him work, and his delivery is so damn good, I'd honestly be willing to toss his name in the hat for awards recognition as well.

But now let's talk for a moment about just how emotional an experience this was to sit through. Like, I can't remember the last time a movie so thoroughly wrecked me to my core and made me openly weep this much during it, but on my first viewing, I already had tears welling up in my eyes from the very first note. I mentioned before how this movie ties itself in with the first one, often paralleling with the original without ever feeling like it's just repeating the same story beats, and it does so in ways that are so beautiful, yet so unexpected. Like, some of those elements that I mentioned may have felt out of place in the first movie, yeah, they take some of that stuff and work them into this one in ways that give them a whole new context, and thusly a whole new importance. For instance, without giving too much away, maybe halfway into the film, there's a callback to the opening tribal chanting sounding music from the very beginning of the first movie that always felt a little weird. But once they bring it back here, it's done so in a way that just feels so completely satisfying and so immensely heart warming that it's left me in a puddle of tears every single time.

But while that moment may have brought on tears of satisfaction, "Show Yourself" features a moment that made me audibly gasp on first viewing, the first time a movie's ever triggered such a reaction out of me before. And this whole sequence is just so stunning and so gorgeous, and it left me crying tears of pure joy right along with our characters on the screen. Like, it's almost overwhelming how heavy the emotions hit in this song. And like the earlier callback I mentioned before, this scene also features a number of callbacks as well, including one to "Let It Go" that I especially loved, because the reaction is just so natural and realistic, and it's such a small moment, but it's these little moments like this sprinkled throughout that really make these characters feel so real and so alive. (And seriously though, this movie is a prime example of how to do callbacks to previous movies right.)

But it's not all fun and games, as by the time we get to Anna's song of transformation, those tears of happiness are replaced with ones of grief, and a somber hopefulness. Just, this movie covers the full spectrum of emotion, and it hits damn hard. This was just such an emotional experience of a film to sit through, and even when I wasn't left wiping away tears from my eyes, I often found that this movie was just leaving me smiling the biggest grin throughout, as I was just completely swept away by the visual and musical magic on the screen.

And speaking of visuals, my lord, this is seriously without question the very best that any 3D animated film has ever looked to date. The landscapes and the elements are close to photorealistic at times, and the character animation has never looked smoother. And stylistically this thing is just a work of sheer beauty, with both of our leads transformative moments being key standouts, “Show Yourself” being just a pure vibrant spectacle to marvel at, and “The Next Right Thing” appropriately taking the stark opposite approach, really grounding the film in ways that are, again, not something I'd expect out of a Disney animated film.

I'm not gonna lie, I haven't exactly been thrilled by the general direction the film industry appears to have taken in the past couple years, and this direction has been reflected in the general quality of the movies that have been released, where I honestly feel like most movies these days have become instantly forgettable fare, with very few really connecting with me anymore. There have been some exceptions of course, and this year, there's been precisely three movies I've seen that have actually felt like a breath of fresh air in the modern landscape of film, those being Once Upon A Time In Hollywood, Joker, and Doctor Sleep. Frozen II didn't just feel like a breath of fresh air though. This film felt like a breath of life. Like, not since La La Land have I felt so exhilarated by a movie, and felt so alive watching it in the theater. Three years I've been waiting for such an experience again, and just when I was beginning to think it might not even be possible anymore. Truly, this film is the one I've been waiting for all of my life.

This movie far exceeded my expectations, and delivered such a wonderful, beautiful, and touching experience all around. I love revisiting and exploring deeper into this world and its lore, and rejoining these characters and following along as they continue to grow and learn and experience their trials and tribulations. (And I think it's pretty safe to say at this point that Elsa is indeed my spirit animal.) There's just so much love and care pumped into this film, and it all comes through in the biggest way imaginable. This movie shouldn't have been even nearly as good as it is, and yet it is. Like Inside Out before, this is only the second time ever that I would describe a movie as being an absolute miracle of a film, and I'm so glad and so thankful that this movie and this franchise exists, and that I got to experience it.

Tuesday, October 15, 2019

Babymetal at The Forum - Live Review

Prior to this past weekend, the furthest I ever traveled specifically to see a show was in 2007 when I traveled from Florida to Detroit to attend Wrestlemania 23. Needless to say, traveling from Florida to LA to see Babymetal live at The Forum far surpasses that. But it wasn't just me, but fans from all over the country, and even the world, traveled far and wide to attend this monumental event. Hell, sitting next to me to my right during the show was someone who traveled all the way from Guatemala, and to my left was someone from China. And it was a fitting occasion to see so many people from so many places all gathered together, as this show was a celebration of the band's new album, Metal Galaxy, which is in many ways itself a celebration of the many different cultures that span the globe.

And man was this trip worth it.

Seeing as this was their first big arena show to be put on in the States, there was no way I was gonna miss out on the opportunity to see them again. And since this was one of their bigger stage productions, I knew that I wanted a spot somewhere in the stands, where I could just really take in the whole grand production. Because after all, this band is theater, and I was there to take in the full theatrical experience. And boy did it deliver in that regard.

In a recent interview with Consequence of Sound, Moametal described their latest album by saying that they were on a spaceship, traveling to different metal stars, and asking their fans to please join them.

And in another recent interview in Rolling Stone Japan, Su-metal actually mentioned how she sees Babymetal less like a traditional band, but more like a musical. And this was something that really struck me to see her say, as that's precisely how I would describe my personal experience of following along with this band as well, as less like keeping up with a band, but more like following an ongoing musical as its story continues to play out.

In fact, that's one of the things I really dig about the new album, Metal Galaxy, is that it's one of those types of albums that appears to have a storyline playing through it, and almost feels more like the soundtrack to an existing musical than it does a straight up collection of new music. And that's how this show felt seeing it live, was like watching a full blown musical production on stage, just as Su had mentioned, and that stage being the spaceship that Moa had referenced, in which we, the fans, all joined along in this space opera on their latest adventure in the ongoing Metal Resistance.

Their stage setup included a moving platform, their spaceship, which would move the girls from one side of the arena to the other, and even elevate up in the air at times. And from my view, off to the side, I was able to experience the show from a very unique perspective, as I could see the girls on stage performing either from the front, from the side, or from behind, depending on where stage was positioned at any given point. But in addition to this, their lighting setup on this show was out of this world, and they also incorporated a lot more with their backing visuals, which they had already been experimenting with more and more over the course of the tour, but which really came into play in a huge way on this show.

My view at The Forum.

I mentioned how the new album definitely feels as if it has a story playing through the course of it, but in many ways, it also feels like an album in which the band's lore has been really ingrained into it, much more so than in their previous albums. This is never more evident than in tracks such as In The Name Of, which just totally feels like one of the band's lore videos transformed into a song all its own. And that's how this show's use of backing visuals similarly feels, almost as if they are in replacement of the many lore videos that we'd normally see at bigger shows such as this, so that rather than showing us lore packages between songs (though those did still appear a handful of times), it's as if the songs themselves have become those very lore packages, really bringing them to life and bringing the band's ongoing storyline to the forefront. Sort of how I mentioned in my live review of the Orlando and Atlanta shows how the use of the Distortion music video almost made it feel like the girls were actually a part of it, they similarly use backing visuals on a number of other tracks, including Starlight and the debuting Da Da Dance, to help tell each song's story and transport us across the Metal Galaxy from song to song.

But to start from the beginning, the show opened with a message, one asking the audience, "Don't think. Feel." And I'll tell you, this show was absolutely overflowing with feeling. Like, from the very beginning, when Future Metal kicked in, it was like watching the opening to a live action anime, as we saw their spaceship flying in, and we saw Su and Moa being brought to life. And before this show, I gotta say, I never really thought much of this track. I mean, it works as a nice break as an interlude during their live shows, and it's a nice mood setter as an opening track on their album. But the way this song was utilized here to introduce us to these girls and really set the stage for what we were in for on this evening was immediately effective, and it was the first of several times over the course of the show where I felt tears welling up in my eyes.

Seriously, Future Metal is probably the furthest from a song that I ever expected to actually ever draw tears from me, but it was also far from the last. And what's sort of funny is that it typically wasn't even the band's more emotional songs that stirred me to crying. Like, Shanti Shanti Shanti and Pa Pa Ya are both pretty much party songs, yet I'll be damned if I wasn't standing there with tears rolling down my cheeks during the both of them. And for every song that didn't make me cry, I was still left smiling so damn hard that my face was literally in pain, yet all that did was make me smile even harder.

But as soon as Future Metal ended, we started things off in high gear as Su and Moa took to the stage alongside Momoko with the introduction of a brand new track being performed for the very first time, that being Da Da Dance. And lemme tell you, as soon as the opening notes for this song hit, I was screaming. This is such a high octane song, and a hell of a way to kick off the show. And it also featured one of my favorite moments, as during Moa's rap in the song, Su stepped aside for her to take center stage, in an instance that really emphasized the band's statement that Babymetal is now Su-metal and Moametal.

Up next was Megitsune, and it was at this point where I realized the thing that stuck out the most to me from my vantage point watching the girls dance was she sheer crazy amount of footwork that goes into their routines. But while my eyes followed the girls on stage for most of the evening, I did make sure to glance up at the big screen during the moment where Moa usually makes some sort of funny face at Su, and she didn't disappoint on this evening.

Elevator Girl and Shanti Shanti Shanti came next, and were loads of fun, and these were then followed by Kagerou finally making its big show debut. And it did so in a big way, as the stage that the Kami Band were performing on was set aflame, and we could feel the heat from the fire all the way up in the stands. The American Kamis indeed got to perform on this show, and though I would've loved to have seen a more traditional Kami lineup, I was honestly very pleased to see these guys get this gig, as they totally earned this show over the course of this tour, and they got to perform their solos leading into the song once more. And with rumors that Kagerou may be the band's next single off the new album, I can't help but wonder if we didn't just witness that song's music video being performed on this evening.

Starlight started up next, as many in the audience, including myself, held up our phone lights, making for an appropriately awesome sight. But now, I've mentioned several times before how this is a song that's never really worked for me live, but something about this performance on this night really hit me hard. I dunno if it was the accompanying visuals, which made it seems like the girls were traveling all through the galaxy, or if it was Su really pushing the power in her voice to another level, but I tell you, I could feel this performance in my gut. This hit me damn hard, and for the first time, I could really feel the emotion that I've always felt should've been there for me whenever I hear this song.

Then it was time for Gimme Chocolate, and there was a point during this song where I glanced up at the big screen just in time to see a closeup on Riho's face. And I could tell a number of people around me were similarly noticing her for the first time (I'm aware now that she actually tagged in during Kagerou, but I wasn't exactly looking out for her, so didn't immediately identify her). But man, once that realization set in, that both Momoko and Riho got to perform at The Forum, that seriously hit me big, and I couldn't hold in my tears for long. Hell, even thinking back on the show now, just the fact that those two both got to work this show might honestly be the thing that hits me most, and just how happy it makes me to see their hard work during this tour really pay off, and that neither of them had to sit out on the big day, which I was honestly worried might wind up being the case, seeing as how up to this point, only one of them have been performing in a given show at a time.

Pa Pa Ya was next, and despite bringing my towel along with me, I actually decided to hold off on participating this time out. I mentioned before how this song felt like a blur from getting so into it twirling my towel around and such, so this time, I really wanted to actually watch the song. And in many ways, it did feel like I was in fact truly seeing it for the first time, despite this being my third show to see them play it at. And as I mentioned before, yes, this song was indeed among those to draw me to tears. It's just such a fun and bombastic song, and yet Su's vocals remain as powerful as ever, and something about all of that just really gets to me.

After Distortion, we hit probably the only traditionally emotional song on the set to draw tears from me, that being Karate (it was a very emotional night for me, guys!), and then it was of course great to once again see Headbanger, as that song is always a killer. In fact, for the most part, the set list consisted of the songs that had been performed over the course of the rest of the tour leading up to this show, and in many ways, this show felt like the ultimate culmination that it had all been leading up to, as if each stop were a mini-adventure along the way to the big final battle. Though where their headline shows left out a lot of the call and response moments from a number of songs, they brought them back here, which obviously helped give this show in general a much bigger feel, and that was never more evident than when we came to our first finale of the evening, Road of Resistance.

When I first arrived at The Forum earlier in the day, I actually got there in time to be able to hear them doing their sound check inside. And the song they were checking at the time was Road of Resistance. And yeah, they sound checked the whole thing, including the super long, extended sing along portion, so I knew going into it that this one was gonna go long on this night. And I'll be damned if I didn't sing along like an idiot. Nobody else in my immediate area was singing along, so my voice must've certainly sounded ridiculous to everyone else around me without anyone else to help drown it out and blend it in with the crowd. But there was a moment happening, and I wasn't about to miss out on it just because no one else around me wanted to sing, especially once the music cut out and they left it to the fans to sing the song back up to the girls.

They then saw everyone off with their "we are" moment, but seeing as they hadn't yet performed The One, I suddenly got real excited, as it dawned on me that, oh crap, they're actually going to do an encore, aren't they? See, this band used to do encores all the time, but it's been a number of years now since they last did one. But sure enough, they acted as if the show was over, then left the crowd waiting, cheering, and begging for more. Sadly, some in the audience actually thought the show was over, and I noticed some people walking up the aisle to leave. And when I turned around, I saw that the row behind me had almost completely left as well, which I just couldn't believe. Because that really sucks, 'cause the show was far from over, and once we came back, we were treated to just about the biggest damn one-two punch combo you can imagine.

Shine made its first appearance with its new three person choreography, and lord did this song leave me simply breathless. Like, I'm seriously at a loss for words as to what else I can say about it other than that. And then they followed that up with the song I had been most anticipating this entire tour, that being Arkadia, i.e., the single most overwhelmingly emotional song I have ever heard in my damn life. And yeah, I similarly could barely breathe during this performance as well. Just, holy crap, you wanna talk "Don't think. Feel"? Yeah, this is what they mean by that. Because there's no room to even think, you're so swept over by emotion, it's seriously like they're reaching straight into your heart and touching your soul. And it was so worth the wait to finally see this song performed live.

They then left us off for real this time with Su telling the crowd that we were the best, and I'd be lying if I didn't say that this was indeed the best damn show I've ever attended in my life, and one of the best shows I've seen the band put on yet at that. It was well worth the travel, and well worth every damn cent. They took us on a roller coaster of an emotional ride, and delivered an absolute spectacle unlike anything I've ever seen in person. And just to show that I'm not being biased in my assessment, after the show, I even ran into someone who had attended both of the band's big shows from earlier in the year at Yokohama Arena and Legend M, and even he said that this show managed to surpass both of those for him.

So yeah, that was The Forum, and it was a hell of an experience, and a hell of a fun trip. I still arrived early in the day so I could mingle with fellow fans before the show, and I ran into quite a number of people who I had met at Atlanta, some friends who I had met during my time in New York, and others as well who I had been conversing with online for some time now, but was now meeting in person for the first time. And still yet, I met quite a number of new faces as well, and I even found it interesting how some people there even recognized me from these blogs and my other online activities. But it was great seeing everyone again, and really coming together as The One and getting to experience such a fantastic, phenomenal show, as Babymetal truly took us on a journey through the Metal Galaxy.

And I already can't wait to do it again.

So until the next one, see you!

Sunday, September 8, 2019

Babymetal - Legend C in Orlando and Atlanta

Legend C night 1 - Hard Rock Cafe in Orlando, 9/4/19

So it was my birthday this past week, and I celebrated it by attending my first Babymetal show, taking place on September 4th and emanating from my home state of Florida, just a few hours down the road. Certainly all the perfect storm for a perfect occasion, though an actual storm in the form of Hurricane Dorian tried its best to ruin things. And while it brought on plenty of stress and anxiety as it concerned the fate of this opening show on their biggest US tour yet, thankfully the hurricane wound up moving away, and the show was able to go on. And man, what a show it was!

In what would become dubbed as Legend C by twitter upon learning that this was in fact my birthday show, I couldn't have asked for a better gift from the Metal Galaxy. I had seats for this particular evening, front and center upper balcony, and so I decided to show up a little after 6pm to take advantage of the park's free parking after that time. There was a pretty big line already formed by the time I got there, yet even so, once I stepped foot in the Hard Rock Cafe, I could see there were still plenty of good spots left in the pit, and the line for the merch stand was relatively short and quick to get through as well. I picked up the Metal Odyssey shirt, as well as a towel in preparation for the evening to come.

My view in Orlando.

The seating arrangement was admittedly a bit weird for me. My friend who was supposed to join me flaked out at the last minute, so the seat beside me was empty. But then, the next four seats on the other side of me were also empty, so it almost felt as if I essentially had a row all to myself. And I noticed this a bit throughout the venue. I guess the storm had caused some people to cancel their plans to attend, but it wasn't entirely empty or anything. And certainly by the time Babymetal took to the stage, it had filled up quite a bit.

Before Babymetal went on though, we got their supporting act for this tour, Avatar. And I gotta say, they honestly impressed the hell out of me. I wasn't too familiar with them going in, I had only sampled a couple of their songs online beforehand. And I guess I must've sampled the wrong songs, because I really wasn't too thrilled with what I had heard at the time. But on this night, man, they totally kicked ass on that stage. Feeling almost like a heavy metal Panic! at the Disco, the band has a very eccentric and theatrical flair to themselves that certainly feels appropriate on a stage shared with Babymetal. They played a number of songs that have since been stuck in my head, and I was left quite impressed, and looking forward to seeing them again in the next couple of days.

But then it was finally time for the main attraction, as Babymetal took to the stage with Megitsune. And man did they tear the house down right off the bat. Like, just seeing them stepping out on stage gave me chills, and seeing their performance live just felt so surreal to actually be witnessing before my eyes. They followed this up with the live debut of the Elevator Girl English version and Shanti Shanti Shanti, which were loads of fun as is usual, but then I proceeded to have my mind just completely and utterly blown away by what was to come next.

So the Kami Band (who on this tour, it would appear is actually Galactic Empire, which honestly feels pretty fitting on multiple levels to me) started playing up the next song. But before it really kicked in, a spotlight shined down on one of the guitarists, and he started playing a solo. And it actually took me a second for it to register what was happening, because I honestly couldn't believe it, but the Kami solos were indeed finally back! This alone was exciting enough, but after those solos ended, the song kicked in proper, as we saw a return of last year's Su-solo, Kagerou. Only, after Su took to the stage, she was then joined by Moa and Riho on either side. And as the three of them performed the song together, my jaw just fell to the floor, and it remained there the entire time.

The precise moment I absolutely lost my mind. Clip taken from Atlanta show.

Like, Kagerou isn't even one of my favorite songs of theirs, and may in fact be my least favorite of their new batch they introduced to us last year. But man, I'd be lying if I told you that this new reworked three person version wasn't the highlight of the whole night for me. I seriously couldn't believe what I was seeing, from the Kami solos to the new choreography, this performance absolutely blew me away, and it definitely felt like a special moment being there in person on its debut night seeing it all go down live. And after this performance, it would go on to become the song I was most looking forward to seeing again in Atlanta at that.

Starlight came on next (which if I'm being honest, even in person the live version of this song still doesn't really do much for me), which was then followed by Future Metal, which mostly acts as a nice little interlude to give the girls a break, as the song is played while a neat little video is shown to us, as opposed to being performed live. We then came back with Gimme Chocolate, and this is when our crowd finally really came alive. And yeah, seeing this song live is definitely a blast. But man, the real party for me came next, when Pa Pa Ya hit, and I grabbed my newly purchased towel in hand and twirled that sucker through the air like I was showing Dorian how it's done.

It's sorta funny, I recorded the whole show on my phone, just sorta holding my phone up beside me but not actually watching through it, just sorta letting it record while I watched the show with my own eyes. And for the most part, the footage I shot is relatively stable. But as soon as we get to Pa Pa Ya, you can tell whenever I'm swinging my towel around, because suddenly the footage is full blown shakey cam. Normally this would annoy me, but the context honestly adds a little charm to it for me when I go back and revisit it. But man, I tell you what, Pa Pa Ya was like a whirlwind to witness live. Like, that song was almost a blur, after getting so into it to that degree. In fact, I was perhaps maybe a bit too into it at first, as I'm pretty sure I was whipping the people behind me with my towel for a brief minute, before I realized that I should perhaps fold it in half before I swing it around. But man, I can't stress enough how much of an absolute blast that song is to take part in live.

Distortion was next, and they've introduced a new element that's actually pretty cool. On a number of songs, they've been utilizing a large LED screen behind them to provide backing graphics and such, such as the elevator effect during Elevator Girl, or the trippy patterns during Shanti Shanti Shanti. But now, for Distortion, they're playing the music video behind the girls during their performance, and I gotta say, it actually works a lot better than you would expect it to.

Like, it just looks really cool seeing them up there doing their choreography while this live action anime video plays behind them, with cities being destroyed and the Chosen Seven being summoned and showing off their powers. It almost makes them feel as if they're a part of that video now, like so many had wished they were to begin with. But it really looked cool, and made for an awesome effect to see live.

And these cool effects continued with Karate, where they showed the girls lighting on fire behind them as they performed their dance. We've seen this effect for this song on shows long past, but it's cool to see it return now, and like Distortion, made for an awesome visual to see in person.

I mentioned how this show was landing on my birthday, and the band apparently caught wind of this, as up next, we were treated to a much unexpected performance of Headbanger. At least, it was unexpected prior to the beginning of the show. After twitter had dubbed the show Legend C, I had joked back if that was a sign that we were gonna get Headbanger on this night. But just as they were setting up the stage for Babymetal after Avatar finished their set, we noticed that the Headbanger mic stand was in fact lying on the ground in the back. And yeah, you better believe that I got ridiculously excited by that. It was no joke, Babymetal really did remember my birthday! And Legend C could truly commence in appropriate fashion. And man, I tell you, this song is just absolutely sick to see performed live, and such a treat at that!

Next up, we got this cool little lore video, which I guess was supposed to be showing us the forming of the Metal Galaxy. But it lead directly into The One, starting first with the unfinished version performed by Su. And oh boy did this one hit me pretty hard. This is a song that's gotten me emotional on a handful of occasions, though I feel like most of the time when I listen to it, I can sorta tend to tune it out. But man, something about being there live and seeing it performed in person really just hit me especially hard, and I was on the verge of tears throughout this entire performance. What's funny is that, like Kagerou, The One is another song that I also wouldn't necessarily rank highly amongst my favorites of theirs. Yet I would honestly probably place it directly under Kagerou in terms of show highlights for me personally on this night. Yes, even higher than Headbanger. That's how hard this performance hit me.

On a funny note though, this performance also stood out to me because, when the three of them were all out there and standing on their separate platforms, that's when I honestly first noticed just how short they all actually are, haha!

The show closed out with an energetic performance of Road of Resistance, then the crowd was left chanting for one more song as they cleared the stage. And yeah, that was my first live Babymetal experience, and it completely exceeded my expectations. We got a number of surprises in the form of the updated Kagerou and Headbanger, the full set list was just absolutely killer from top to bottom, and really, just being there and seeing it all go down live was just so surreal. And by the end of it, my face was literally in pain from how hard I had been smiling for the past hour.

That said, once the show ended, I couldn't help but sorta feel almost immediately lonely. Like I said, my friend who was supposed to go with me had flaked out, and there really wasn't the brewing comradery among the fans at this show that I had heard so much about. I mean, I met a handful of cool people there, and I had a brief conversation with a couple of people behind me immediately after the show. But for the most part, everyone just sorta filed out and went their separate ways almost immediately. So not really having anyone there to really share this wonderful and exciting experience with did sorta strike me just a little on that drive back home afterwards. Perhaps it was a little bit of that "post-show depression" effecting me that I've heard so much about?

Anyways though, as I mentioned before, I filmed the whole show on my phone, and my vantage point made it so you could really see the whole stage quite clearly. Yet even so, I couldn't help but think the whole time how much I wish I was down in that pit and much closer to them than I was. And so that brings us to night two of Legend C, which would be emanating this time from the Coca-Cola Roxy in Atlanta on September 6th, where my tickets this time around would be placing me somewhere in the pit area.

Legend C night 2 - Coca-Cola Roxy in Atlanta, 9/6/19

I arrived early in the day, and found myself placed 2nd in line in the Fast Lane, which would be entering the venue immediately following the VIP ticket holders. And where I mentioned that I was a little let down by the lack of real comradery amongst the fans at the Orlando show, that couldn't be further from the case in Atlanta, as everyone more or less was more than willing to really come together and mingle and just get more and more hyped throughout the course of the day leading up to the show. And I met a number of people who I had communicated with online since discovering the band, be it through reddit or social media, so that was pretty cool, too.

The line waiting to get in the venue.

Also during the wait, Avatar's tour bus was parked right out front, and the band was just casually walking around for quite a bit. So that was kinda cool, and while no one really bothered them, they certainly appeared to be pretty chill dudes from what I could gather.

But after waiting outside pretty much all day, they finally opened the doors, and we filed into the venue. And I was seriously shocked with how good a spot I wound up landing. I was expecting to get maybe four rows back or something, but I was literally in the second row, directly center stage, with a clear and perfect view of where Su would be directly standing later on in the evening. Like, you'd think I paid premium prices for such a spot, it was pretty insane, and I couldn't believe how lucky I had gotten.

My view in Atlanta.

While I had recorded the whole show for Orlando, I decided I didn't want to do that for this show. It's cool to have the footage to revisit, and especially to listen to such an awesome set on the long drives making it to and from these shows. But this time out, I didn't want any such distractions, so I decided not to record this time, aside from a couple of clips. I really wanted to fully immerse myself in the show, and really live in the moment this time around.

So Avatar came on first again, and they performed mostly the same set as Orlando, though I noticed they left out at least one song. And there was a point in their set in Orlando where they did a wardrobe change, which never happened in Atlanta, so it would appear they'll be modifying their set some as the tour goes along. But they were great to see live once again, especially up so close, and the crowd appeared to be pretty into them.

Though I was a bit surprised at how much room I had to move around where I was standing during this set, after all I had heard about how much of a crush there can be so close to the barrier. It wasn't long after Babymetal took to the stage on this evening when I discovered first hand about that crush though. Holy crap, the crowd just rushed towards the front, and everyone was pushing their way ahead all at once as soon as those three girls stepped out. It was so crazy, people were literally climbing over each other, and over the course of the set, I realized that I had somehow been pushed back a couple rows, never really noticing it was even happening until it had already happened (though I still never got pushed too far back!)

But seeing the girls so close was just unreal, like I seriously couldn't believe they were really right there, so close before my eyes. Moa in particular has developed just a striking presence to herself, which really just commanded my attention as they filed out onto the stage for Megitsune. Not to mention, being this close this time, I could really see all of the details that I missed sitting in the stands in Orlando, such as Moa making a silly face at Su during Megitstune, or all the other funny faces she makes during Shanti Shanti Shanti, or how the black strands on the back of the bassist's mask would blow in the air behind him, which looked really awesome, or Su's wild smiles during her dance in the rap portion of Pa Pa Ya.

And being in that pit was like nothing I've ever experienced. I mean, I have been in my fair share of mosh pits in my time, but the energy in this crowd was just on a whole different level. The sheer intensity was just nonstop. The crowd was totally into it, jumping around and pumping their kitsunes in the air, singing and screaming along with the songs. And I was right there with them the whole time. I mentioned how Pa Pa Ya in Orlando was like a blur after I had gotten so into it, and honestly, that sorta describes this whole show from the pit. You just get so completely sucked into it, you barely have a moment to even properly register what all's happening.

But one thing that did totally register came during Elevator Girl, when during the single file dance sequence, Moa made direct eye contact with me, and her eyes remained locked there until the sequence had ended. I mean, dude, I'm still pretty much speechless just thinking about that moment even now.

When I initially purchased my tickets, I purposefully chose to get seats for one show, and a pit ticket for the other, just to ensure that I would get a different experience from them. And man was it ever. The energy in this crowd was just off the charts, and being down in that pit, it felt like we were truly just as much a part of the show as the band on the stage. And I'll tell you this, my ass got completely wore out by the time we hit Pa Pa Ya this time around.

For real, this show was like a workout, and showed me just how out of shape I actually am. But not only that, it also showed me just how much those girls on stage are putting into these shows night in and night out, and yet people still want to complain about their shows being so short because they're only an hour. I tell you what though, that was the most intense damn hour I've ever experienced, and those girls give us more show in one hour than most bands will give you in twice that allotted time. And besides, I'd like to see those same people making these complaints go up there and try to pull off what those girls do for even half that time, because by around that point, I was honestly spent!

Before going to this show though, there was a part of me that found it curious why people would want to attend a Babymetal concert just to wind up in one of the circle pits or something where you can't even really see the show, despite how much of it is so visual-based with all of the dancing and the lighting and video effects and such. But after experiencing this show first hand, yeah, I get it now why you'd want to do that. It's because being there live isn't the same as watching one of their shows in the comfort of your own home.

When I watch a show on my computer, I can really digest the music and the choreography and take everything in as it comes. But being there live, you really do just get so immersed in the midst of everything that the dance moves and such don't even fully register in the same way. It's suddenly not so much about watching the show, but rather, being a part of the show, and singing along and pulling your own weight, following Su's commands to jump and scream and clap and pump your fists in the air.

They say that Babymetal doesn't come out to perform, they come out to battle. And that's what each show of theirs is, is a new battle being waged in their ongoing Metal Resistance. And being in that crowd, that definitely feels like an apt description, because it's definitely a battle taking place in that pit, but one where we're all fighting towards the common goal. And before you know it, an hour's already passed, yet it feels like barely any time has passed, despite being drenched in sweat and ready to collapse from the show we've been actively participating along with.

Just like watching their shows is unlike watching any other band I've ever seen, being there live is very much the same. There's just something intensely euphoric about it, if that even makes any sense. Something that just transcends you to another plane. It's... honestly hard to even explain really, you almost have to just go to one of their shows and see for yourself, it's just such a heavy hitting and all around surreal experience.

But yeah, to rein my gushing in a bit, like I said, the show was kind of a workout, and so songs such as Future Metal act not only as a nice break for the girls, but for the audience as well at that point, just to give us a chance to catch our breath a little. But still, there's nothing quite like being in that crowd as we're all bowing down to Su-metal during Headbanger, or relentlessly twirling our towels through the air during Pa Pa Ya, or pumping our fists in the air in unison as we sing along to Road of Resistance.

The one song I didn't really participate too much in on this show though was The One. But that's because I just had to take the moment to sorta step back and just really take this performance in, and be swept away by the emotion of it. I mentioned the details you get to see being so up close, and there were a lot of them during this song. For instance, there was a brief moment where as Su's eyes were scanning the crowd, she happened to glimpse down at me as I was just looking up at her in awe. Su just looked simply majestic up there on her own, but then once the song really kicked in and she was joined by Moa and Riho, standing on her platform, she was making a lot of her classic Su faces as she turned to the crowd to sing along. And after it ended and the three girls headed to the back with the lights out, it was funny seeing Moa just straight up fling her cape off her shoulders just as she was stepping backstage.

So yeah, despite playing the exact same set as the previous show in Orlando, my experience with this show in Atlanta couldn't have been more different. The crowd showed an intensity that was honestly missing in Orlando, and as I've said, being in that pit is almost like entering a whole other world. And really being a part of the show on this level truly brings on a whole new perspective once we reach the finish line, as Su screams "We are!" and we all scream back, "Babymetal!" 'Cause in that moment, that statement brings on a whole new meaning, like we've really earned our place in The One.

All in all, I'd say that Legend C was an overall glowing success. These shows far exceeded everything I had ever expected of them, and gave me an experience unlike anything I honestly could've predicted. Really, no amount of footage will truly prepare you for what it's like to actually be there seeing them in person. And after the Atlanta show, I definitely had plenty of people to share the excitement of such a phenomenal experience with, which was a great feeling.

And now I can't wait to do it all over again next month, when I'll be traveling to Los Angeles to see Babymetal in their first US arena headline show at The Forum, which I'm sure will offer just as much a unique experience as these two shows were from each other. But for now, this was truly the perfect birthday celebration. And what's even more fitting is that as I share this post, today is literally the one year anniversary of when I first discovered the band at that, which in a way makes this a whole different kind of birthday celebration as well I suppose, as I reflect on such a wonderful experience. So with that in mind, here's to all the future experiences that are yet to come. And as we approach our future milestones, may we all remember to protect our neck. See you!